when people you know get the tattoo you want…
Ahhhh I haven’t done this in a long time! I haven’t really been thinking of you…it…my future. I guess it’s a good thing, you know? My life shouldn’t be about waiting for you because you are not the solution to all my life problems. When I meet you, everything is NOT going to be okay suddenly. All my problems won’t go away. So why think about you 24/7? I want to wait without making it my priority. My priority should be Jesus Jesus Jesus. My priority is Jesus and NOW. My priority is what’s in my hands right now and how I can remain faithful while doing my duties.
I’ve been doing that. I’m so tired though and I wish you were here. I want so badly to be held by you because I am so weary. I know that God is here for that. And I know that by my desiring you right now just shows that I am not ready for you. I know that I need to be more than content with God, alone.
I’m so confused.