November 2010
Nov 18th
I love my friends :)
I love them so much.  Thank you God, for giving me such understanding friends.  
Nov 16th
horoscopes and fortune cookies
You seem to be a specialist at relationships, and you’re very sensitive to the ups and downs in your own. But today you may wonder if people love you less than they did before. This is rather an odd question, but another one may be hiding underneath. Do you really have to make such a big effort in order to be loved? Only you can answer that question. An agreeable romance might begin to take...
Nov 16th
By Your Side, He Wants It All
i ripped that letter up, wrapped it in paper towels and threw it away.  The letter that tells him I miss him.  the letter that tells him that I enjoyed my time with him.  letter that i rewrote so many times to make sure i hide my feelings, but hint towards them.  a mix of envy, loneliness, disappointment and lost hope consumed me that night.  I was taken over by so many feelings, taken over by a...
Nov 15th
face to face; noooo
this weekend was fun.  I danced the cold away and turned my head from seeing the truth.  Of course I accepted the truth, I just can’t look at it yet.  
Nov 14th
I love my Dad
even if I don’t say it and don’t show it.  I really do.  And I would do anything for him to be happy with me, with life.  I know he does everything out of love, and he lives in the moment.  Which isn’t always the best idea, but he has good intentions.  always has good intentions.  And I love him so so much.
Nov 12th
“act and god will act”
– Joan of Ark
Nov 3rd
No one cares as perfectly as You do
God, no one cares.  At least no one cares enough.  Everyone has their own problems.  But why do I care… why do I put aside my priorities.  I just want a real friend who I can talk to and who will care and who will give me advice.  But it’s also the fact that I choose not to put the burden of my problems on other people.   I am so happy right now.  Maybe it’s good no one cares...
Nov 3rd
“Sometimes I wonder if my wants and desires even matter to You. Sometimes I hope...”
– Me
Nov 3rd
It's not giving up, it's moving on
whatever happens, happens.  I won’t worry and be anxious about the things I cannot control.  nope nope.
Nov 3rd
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to...”
Nov 3rd